Malice

I need to get this out of my system:

I have never hated any single person as much as I hate her. This isn't one of those "u broke my heart boo hoo!111" affairs by any means, this is a "I can't believe how incredibly callous you are, and I'm in disbelief how shitty of a person you've become."

Consideration for others? It doesn't benefit you, why bother?

The world may be an ugly place, but there are silver outlines on all of the rainclouds that plague us, and yet you are the poster child of the the ugly, nihilistic, demotivated youth of today.


Let's bring this around with some deep thoughts:


Although I will lament leaving friends and old locales and all that jazz behind, I'm so fucking ready for a change. I've been stagnant and miserable for too goddamn long and I'm taking life by the balls. No longer will I be the hesistant, meek peet of yesterday; I will rise from the ashes of strife, a newer, recharged, more passionate, more attractive peet of THE FUTUREEEEE!

Something like that. Either way I've had it up to here with this bullshit, and I'm going to throw this out there right quick: I don't believe in karma, but you'd better believe in karma through my actions. I will overcome.


My neck and back are fucking killing me from the booze-happy endeavors of last night at FYF Fest. A good time was had, but it was then that I realized I a) should not inhale dust b) need to stop pussyfooting around with women, because I close so many windows of opportunity on myself.


World, watch out, because the most emotive kid around is back with a vengeance, and he's here to fuck shit up.