Transparency

Today's theme is transparency, and nothing makes one divulge one's deepest feelings and fears than you guessed it, ALCOHOL! Beer'd it up with Ken, greatly enjoyed myself, spilled my guts out to Bridge, enjoyed myself some more!

I wish I could have the courage to be as transparent as I am when drunk. It's just so... real. I think people would probably appreciate it, haha.

Hung out with my little sister today, it was a refreshing change. Trying on dress clothes at Target after dinner didn't go too well, I looked like a cheeky gypsy. She's become something of a Smiths buff, telling me shit about songs I wasn't even aware existed; that girl's gonna be a snob, one of these days.

Most importantly, I put my two weeks' notice in at work today, fuck yeah! Gone will be the days of waking up at ungodly hours to make my keep, here are the days of little effort and all edumacation!


I'm excited, yet a part of me longs to stay with that which I know. I know I can't, and it's an immature longing, but damn. Things will be very different.


To all of you who've contributed to forming me into who I am during my stay in the Inland Empire, whether it be positive or negative, thanks for the memories. I leave on the 15th, so let's see if we can set up a last-hangout or something like that if I don't see you often.